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Question

Can I find love if I failed at two marriages. I tried so hard to make the relationship work, but I feel worn and beaten. What can I do?

Answer

I can understand your feelings. Trying hard is good. The question to answer is, "Were the two of you trying?" Were you the only one trying? If the answer is yes, then, you can ask yourself the question, "Why did I accept this role and do it twice"? Theory says we keep repeating the same mistake in an attempt to heal it, fix it, or forget it. But repeating the mistake, only gets you worn out.

This feeling of being worn can be transformed into a time to reflect. Ask yourself, "Where did this pattern begin?" More than likely, it began in your childhood with patterns that were created with interactions with your parents. If you can identify this pattern, it is important to recognize it, feel it and work on not repeating it. When familiar situations come up where you have to try too hard, ask yourself, "What am I repeating"?

If you can't stop yourself, it would be helpful to consult with a family psychologist. Also read the article, Co-Dependency or Kindness? by Marlene Maheu, Ph.D.

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