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i have had three main dreams in my lifetime that have affected me. I still remember them and sometimes wish I was there. 1)I am in a victorian/colonial home upstairs.All the walls are white. I am leaving the bathroom and walk in the hall that has stairs going down and roomson that floor. I see black wires on the top of the walls running through the house. I begin to go down the wooden stairs. The stairs are worn and dark from everyone walking on them. I can sethefront door downstairs is wide open. I go down stairs and run out the front door. I see the house is white and big green plants are framing the porch of the house. I run down the big,long, white stairs if the porch. There is a man on the right, on the green yard working on wood. The wood is on a bench of some sort. The man doesn't seem to care that I'm there. I notice the house is right on the corner of a main street. The road is fresh yellowish gravel dirt. I run out to the road and start running on it. I see horses and wagons. Then I wake up. 2) I am a african american girl about 11-12yr., in a green dress with pig tails with red cloth bows. I am on the porch of a house that is right across the street from a church. There are other kids on the porch too. We seem to be happy. All of a sudden the house is on fire. And I die in the fire. 3) It is the colonial time. I am young woman. I am in my wood /log made house. I see a big fire place. where there are black pots. There are pot like pans hanging from the wall by the fire place too. There are two doors on each side of the fire place. I think leading to rooms. In front of the fire place is a long, big, wooden table. A window is on the left side. I run out the front door. There are houses just like mine in a line. The path or road in front ofthe house is a worn down dirt smooth road. Like a neighborhood street. we are across from a big pond like lake. There are big maple trees all around the pond. And alot of fall greenery. I get into a small wooden boat. I am laying down in the wooden boat watching the leaves fall from the trees. The sky is blue and the breeze is sweet and calming. I am so relaxed. and then I wake up.